Tuesday, September 06, 2005
I just played my cello for the first time since george died :) im proud of myself. it need checkin up cos im having serious issues getting it in tune i spent like half an hour just getting the A right lol. im just so happy :) i can still play which is fucking immence. i missed it when i was away and all last year but i just couldt do it, iv actually gone all teary thinking about it :S im such a pussy when it comes to death i really am lol.but hey i have played my Cello and now lets carry on where i left off two years ago. just playing it has made me feel more myself than i have felt in a long long time.
EmLah at 4:23 pm