hey evrybody! my life is so boring it aint worth talkin about lol. i got my drink spiked last week which was let me say an experience. i have several people riled up and ready to kill the bastard that did it :) um i've been at work and working thats about it lol. jus went to see pirates of the caribean 2 again. i love johnny depp he has such an amazing acting style. i love it! its like when he becomes focussed o something any humour u feel at his appearance or actions is wiped away and u know how serious it is! I mean thers about 5 actors ever that can do that! Marlon Brando, Johnny Depp, Kevin Spacey, Al Pacino and a little know immense actor called Lennie James.
i definately love films too much far too much. and my knowledge of angles and lighting and stuff makes me able to appreciate them more. i watched Apocalypse Now yesterday and spent the entire film in awe of Coppolas style. BASTARD I WANT IT lol
Her eyes are open like a book Her fingers stroke her hair to look A moment feels so out of place This will left standing in disgrace Paint your fingernails at night Style you hair in the bathroom light Hatred never looked this good Whoever thought it could
I don't wanna wait or leave it up to fate 'cause I just wanna watch you all night Screaming Andie, you goonie Don't you wake me up, I don't want this dream to... Andie, you goonie Don't you wake me up, I don't want this dream to... End
One kiss those lips could never lie But I know something isn't right Don't be fooled my friends aside 'cause I see nothing in those eyes All said and done This won't be fun Make no mistake Those smiles are fake
Don't wanna wait or leave it up to fate 'cause I just wanna watch you all night Screaming Andie, you goonie Don't you wake me up, I don't want this dream to... Andie, you goonie, Don't you wake me up, I don't want this dream to... End
But believe me, I know it will always be moving I know we could find a key
Andie, you goonie Don't you wake me up, I don't want this dream to... Andie, you goonie Don't you wake me up, I don't want this dream to...
All the times that we suffered this before Never once did you ever close that door All the make up cannot hide the fact That you're gone and you're never coming back.
i've just discovered that the pill im on causes depression! wahoooo lol. even tho im actually quite happy just been up to edinburgh to see andy and that was wicked. i always manage to make myself forget how un-romantic he is lol. i think maybe when i have aperiod of time with him longer than 2 days i may have to tell him how annoying it is to feel like i'm the one maintaining our relationship. i know how much he cares but hes just so unused to being in this kind of thing he waits for me to come to him all the time and its just frustrating. i need to know he wants me in mreo than words i know how he feels i can see it but it would be nice if he was to express it! lol. i'm just having a down day so i'm gonna stop myself reading into it as much as possible. i texted him earlier explaining why i may get jealous, or why i have before. we aren't talking bunny boiler jaelous here just u know, oh hes talking to them and having a good time. hmph i wish i was having that good time with him lol. i explained it as being when i can see he enjoys and aspect about a person or activity that i dont have or dont have an interest in. being me i want to provide all the entertainment he would ever need, but if that was so then we would be exactly the same n that wud hack me off within 2 minutes lol. i'm just too much of a perfectionist when it comes to things i enjoy, like andy or lighting or an idea or thought, i have to go through every angle it can be approached and then decide on which one benefits me or the other person inolved. it would be so much easier if i could see him all the time. but i cant so im gonna grin n bare it and stop gettin pissed off if he doesnt text me first! this is slipping into the place i was in with scott and i don't want that. argh why r the guys i like so withdrawn romantically? raa raaaa raaaaaaaaa. i refuse to be this person but having only mum n dad to actually see in the evenings is proving to be difficult. and i guess not smoking is a big issue too.
and thats this weeks rant from the pill affected EmLah peace xx
9:00 im calmer now, and even tho iv heard nothin back from him i know he'll have looked at the text gone "huh? what is she on about?" shaken his headand put his phone away lol. off to work for me. i wonder what philosophical musings i'll have today ?
1. What are you listening to right now? the big brother eviction show lol, but last song was.... New Transmission by lostprophets
2. What song makes you sad? i'll be watching you, by whoever its by. (and galapogas is an AWESOME song Dan) 1979 by the Smashing Pumpkins
3. What is the most annoying song in the world? i dunno! shit! um maybe... um... nope no idea.
4. Your all time favorite band? propably a draw between lostprophets muse and hundred reasons
5. Your newly discovered band is? The Fratellis
6. Best female voice? Ella Fitzgerald
7. Best male voice? Colin from Hundred Reasons
8. Music type you find yourself listening to most? Metal and Ska-Punk
9. What do you listen to to hype you up? The Progidy
10. What do you listen to to calm down? Dashboard Confessional or Goo goo Dolls oh And South
11. Last gig/concert you went to? GOO GOO DOLLS!!!!!!!! (but im goin to lps tonight :>)
12. Band you find yourself listening to the most right now? Panic at the Disco and The Kooks
13. Most hated band? um probably the Darkness
14. Song that makes you think? anything where you can understand the lyrics and they aren't about "puching up my buttonz babe uh-huh"
15. Band that you think the world should love as much as you do? Hundred Reasons! everyones forgoten about my babys :(
16. Coolest music video? um i dunno the lostprophets one im in i guess ;)
17. Music video with the most babe watch? i don't care! um the lostprophets one Burn Burn cos im in it :>:>
18. What "do you play/would you play" in the bedroom to spice things up? uh i dunno lol foo fighters i guess
19. Can you play a musical instrument? yessss cello, piano did play double bass once and my voice
20. Ever been in a mosh pit? moshing is the spice of life.
21. Are you in a band? lol no
22. If yes, what kind of music does your band play?
23. Ever dated a musician? dont think so
24. If yes, what kind of music did he/she/they play?
27. If no, would you consider? yeh alll tho they tend to b temperamental
28. Do you wish yourself that you were a musician? i am a musician lol
29. Best chick band you know of? Distillers and yes they only have a chick frontwoman but what a woman!
30. Best guy band you know of? blink 182 :)
31. Last song that you heard on the radio/cd...etc...? um the BB theme
32. What do you think of Classical music? i love classical music
33. What do you think of Country music? i dunno what can be classified as country is dolly parton then i dont like it lol
34. What do you think of Death metal? great to watch and take the piss out of
35. Last BIG band that you saw live? Goo Goo Dolls
36. Are you a groupie? i have been lol
37. Do you listen to music in foreign languages? have done in deutschland
38. What famous musician do you find sexy? BELLAMY BELLAMY BELLAMY
40. Funny Concert moment? tom sprinting into one of the bars in the middle of brixton cos he didnt see it in the dark, he did a full somersalt :)
41. Sad Concert moment? um the last smashing pumpkins gig
42. Best local act you can think of? Amberblacks, Join the AA today!
43. If you were a musical instrument what would you be? probly a synthesiser
44. Do you listen to the radio? yeh XFM rocks
45. Do you watch music TV? sometimes watch TMF
46. Do you follow the music charts, like the top 40? naaaaaaa
47. Have you met any famous musicians? yup matt bellamy and muse, lostprophets several times. the Amberblacks
48. Are any of your friends/family etc musicians? lol um Dan is and very good too,
49. Song that best describes your feelings right now? the song on the new lps album that goes.. ANDY YOU GOOOONIE
50. Song that describes your life? Black Balloon Goo Goo Dolls or Oratario Hundred Reasons
51. Do you know the names of all the band members that you listen to? no i listen to far too many bands
52. Does a musicians physical attractiveness play a role in the music that you listen to? lol no not at all, im just lucky with my taste
53. What famous musician do you want to marry? MATT BELLAMY AND IAN WATKINS
53. Favourite movie sound track? um MI2
55. Any musician pet hates? Justin from the darkness sums them up.
56. What do your parents listen to? god lots of stuff dad mainly neil young and CSN and mum i think of as Queen and Billy Joel.
57. What are you listening to right NOW? Nikki on BB being a nob
58. Do you wear band etc T-shirts? have done, i do still in bed
59. What do you think of people who do? i dont mind them so long as they actually listen to the band
60. What music sub-culture do you feel like you belong to? lol probly good old Greebo
61. What song is stuck in your head right now? Voodoo People the Pendulum Remix
62. Do you sing in the shower? noooope
63. If so, what? If not, why not? i prefer to listen to the music im playing loudly
64. Would you rather marry a musician or be one yourself? be one
65. What is in your walkman/discman right now? my MD has about 10 different albums on, and my Shuffle has lots of random stuff inc. take that and starlight express
66. How important is your partners taste in music to you? rather important, i figure u can judge someones mental capabilities by their music tase.
67. Hanson moves in next door to you, do you go introduce? hell yes theyr so cute!
68. Sex, Drugs and Rock n Roll, you dig? everythin bu tthe drugs bit
69. Do you cook to music? oh yes, the pancake mix is legendary
70. Do you sing on the toilet? lol no that would be weird
I PASSED heres my grades... (above 70 is a first NO ONE ever gets over 80 in first year even tho its out of 100)
Popular Theatre: 69 attendence 60 essay 67 performance 75
Technical Studies 72 coursework 72
Directing 1 54 practical examination 1 55 practical examination 2 49 (which is not fair everyone has sed so and he sed he liked my piece!) attendance 58 (which is not fair cos i missed one lesson all year)
Theatre Scriptwriting 63 portfolio 63
19th Century European Drama 56 attendance 54 essay 1 57
Intro to Drama 65 essay 2 65 essay 3 65 attendance 63
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