i nicked this off my sister, she nicked it off someone else, its all gravy.
EmLah at 2:20 am
oh and i may have forgotten to mention..
i got 69% in my Photography module....
thats 1% off a first
Next time i'll evaluate myself better
EmLah at 2:08 am
been very busy since last i posted in my painful state lol.my laptop died of a hardware fault yesterday which sucked. especially since it was just outside of the warrenty. so i phoned sony and i hear the words "we don't actually make that model of laptop in europe..." i hung up wasn't worth the money. so i went a searching across the internet and came across Acer laptops. now these things aren't sony, whos products tend to die just outside of the warrenty, HP who won't fix theyr products or provide parts for other people to fix them, toshiba whos laptops is currently dying on a friend at uni or Dell who my mum has had a bad experience at work with. so now i have a cheap :) laptop with 100gb mem 1gb ram a fantastic graphics chip and a very very cool split screen thing :) so emlahs happy.
sarah g came to visit me last week, was so immense i had such a great time, she was just what i needed as i was startin to get depressed that my life is boring, all i do is help out my mates and nothing ever seems to actually happen to me, ive just been chugging along learning loads of stuff about my chosen profession but in my actual life its been that same as it was the first 3 weeks at uni. that is actually all my life has been this term and perhaps a lot of last term too, the same presets reactions and occurances, im not saying whats been happening to other people is something i don't care about, i'd just like something to make my life change. im attempting to spark that this weekend so who knows :)
but yeah sarah coming was so fucking immense i feel like the 3 days were just one long day where we got drunk 2wice lol.
it was padgs 21st last nite which i had a lot of fun at, in our drunkeness we felt a touch neglected at the end of the night. but i suppose we arent home that often and padge has to have some friends that are there all the time, and we can't do that. its a bit shit, especially since i feel iv drifted from him more this year than last. and last year i was in a different country as well lol.
i think thats the root of all my problems. i want to be back in last year despite all the physical and emotional traumas. it's almost as if my life ended when i came home, i expect thats why i was so convinced that there was definatly something fatally wrong with me lol.
ah well shiny shiny laptop on which i can write my script..
who knows i may even post it one day. :)
EmLah at 5:20 pm
Chinese Food = Bad. Insides = Owie. Super Fry = Burnt Down
EmLah at 12:17 pm
If I had a dollar bill for every time I've been wrong
I'd be a self-made millionaire and you'd still be gone
So hand me down my best dress shoes and my best dress shirt
Cause I'm going out in style to cover the hurt
And all I wanna do all day is spend it in bed
But that's bad for the body and even worse for my head
So I'll try and find a place where no one will ask me a thing
It'll help to forget and help me to sing
Cause now I'm drunk again
The means to my end
And I'm scared of myself
Cause now it's the same the faces and names
And I'm scared of myself again
Have you ever wanted to wake up from your dreaming
Scared you so bad you couldn't control your heart or your
breathing
Well walk out the door with me on the floor
You don't care how I'm feeling
I guess a weak and tired and frightened man is no longer
appealing
Some people have a gift of reaching right into your soul
and finding the whole and making it
bigger
Baby sometimes I think I catch ya crackin' cynical smiles
and in a short while you'll be my
heart's grave digger
Well there's not much I can do
Cause I'm at the mercy of you
So baby I guess we're through
Cause now I'm drunk again
The means to my end
And I'm scared of myself
Cause now it's the same the faces and names
And I'm scared of myself again
Cause now it's all the same the faces and the names
So go walk out the door you don't believe me no more
And I'm scared of myself again
If I had a dollar bill for every time I been wrong
I'd be a self made millionaire and I wouldn't be singing
Ok so this song is about me! lol actually probly not but it always pops into my head when im hungover. almost as much as "I just woke up...everything was farked" does.
EmLah at 12:50 am
How you know you're a child of the 90s:1) 10p Mr Frosty Ice Pops on long summer days!
2) Gordon the Gopher!
3) You could do or tried to do the Prodigy step. 'You're no good 4me....'
4) You owned or longed for an Adidas three stripe tracksuit
5) You owned a compilation tape with TOP TUNES such as "Mr Vain","What is love" and "Rhythm is a dancer" and 'How Bizarre, How Bizarre"
6) Girls thought Blue Mascara was cool!
7) Girls actually fancied Garry Barlow more than Robbie Williams
8) The Racoons!(nuff said)
9) You owned a pair of Nike Air Max, and wore them to death
10) Mr Motivator (What ever happened to him?)
11) Running on the spot dancing!
12) You wore leggings/cycling shorts with long t-shirts
13) You owned a Bennetton, NafNaf, sweater shop jumper or waistcoat
14) Girls owned scrunchies in an array of colours and tacky headbands with their names written on in thick glitter
16) You bought Smash Hits for the song lyrics and the immense amount of stickers that you would stick everywhere!
17) You had a pen pal
18) You could only watch the Simpson's on sky
19) On a Saturday afternoon you watched Catchphrase, Gladiators,Generation Game, Noels House Partyand then Casualty
20) You taped the Pepsi Chartshow on radio one and tired in vain to pause the tape before the annoying guy talked and ruined the whole thing.
21) Cans of Coke were 25p
22) 10p Space Raiders Crisps
23) A grey Fruit of the Loom jumper was a must have
24) Sharkie & George were the crimebusters of the sea
25) Puffa jackets
26) You used the line "it's a free country" every day
27) The Sky Sports Blimp!
28) Impulse body spray for girls
29) Hooch Alcoholic Lemonade (where's it gone?!)
30) 'Don't forget your toothbrush', 'TFI' and Big Breakfast
31) You had at least one troll
32) You know the dance to Macarena and Saturday Night. You also tried to scat like Scatman John! Bi bat ba ba da bo...
33) You watched Baywatch and longed for the day that Eddie & Sharni got together!
34) You watched Byker Grove 'ha ha ha whatcha laughin at!' the themesong ending :) and saw PJ get shot in the eye with a paintball!
35) PJ and Duncan not Ant and Dec! Dodgy Pop Not Dodgy Presenting!
36) Shellsuits & bumbags!
37) You longed to live in Beverley Hills 90210
38) Home and Away was a prime time ITV programe watched by millions
39) You owned a Spice Girls album
40) Fruit salads and black jacks!
41) Strike it lucky on a sunday night with Michael Barrymore when he was straight & married 42) Chain letters
43) You had fake ID
44) You remember Todd Landers in Neighbours
45) You religiously watched Saved by the Bell on a Saturday morning!
46) You more than likely lost/nearly lost a wobbly tooth on a wham bar!! 47) CK one (probably the fake one from the market)
48) Going Live, then Live and Kicking was the place to be on a Saturday Morning - you know you remember the number 0181 811 8181
49) You knew every word to the theme tune from Fresh Prince of Bel Air
50) You collected Premier League Stickers and did swops at playtime
51) Girls wore crappy lipstick such as - coffee shimmer, heather shimmer and birthday suit!
52) You wore kickers and wallaby's with the tags hanging from them
53) You thought saying - "I know you are, you said you are but what am I" to every cuss that that came your way!
54) "Your mum!!!!"
55) girls thought balck tights and white ankle socks looked kool!
You loved the 90's!!
Ok so kate was right, I DID EVERYTHING ON THIS LIST, and most of it is still very cool :)
EmLah at 1:18 pm
Heyloooo,im very sorry i dont update this as much as i used to but i am a busy buny. except for today when i go up at 3pm and basically did nothing but write my script and listen to Flanders and Swann. ok so yeh im a bad person. but its Uncle Erics funeral today so i figured id have a solitary day out of respect since i cant be there. im mainly worried because i dont know if mums coping so well. or if dads being as supportive as he shud be, if she hadnt sed not to i would have been in nottingham for the funeral but she sed not to so here i am in treforest still.
my laptop is dying. i love my laptop but my little SmegBox is getting very temperamental about DVDs and being on for long periods of time. i think a fix is in order in reading week. hopefully this guy mum knows will clear out the Registry and sort my baby out. i miss how she was :(
oooo in Canada news... i met a guy who was out there last year, not just that he was at Sunshine. not just that he was part of the other World Challenge group and he knows everyone i know, in fact i probly do know him but have forgotten and since i was pretty drunk i didnt ask too many questions lol. but i do know where his room is, i looked up after recieving my beautiful new shoes and there it was, a sign for Delirium Dive at Sunshine. lol so im pretty sure hes in flat 3 block A hehe.
not much else is goin on. still no men that look like they rnt sleaze balls. SIGH! lol
peace out xx
EmLah at 1:13 am
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