Tuesday, January 31, 2006

its kinda worrying that Kates been posting more than me. but i have been caught up in many traumas. such as Dan calling Sean a Northern C**T just over a week ago, the sleepless nights and drunken walks and searches that followed. Dan is very mucha tit for saying this. everythings gettin back to normal now but it was rather an intense weekend. then there was gross panic over every phone call from mum just expecting bad news which set me off last weds. then i went to Rock Night on friday knowing full well that Ben would be meeting Dan there. i got thro the night mainly by gettin bloody drunk and spending an hour on hair and makeup so as to have enough confidence to be in the same rooms as someone that tore me into little pieces. then sean drank too much that very night and spent all night throwing up. scared the shit out of me somethin cronic. the of course theres Ruan who i really like and fancy but i don't want to spoil the friendships within the group we have when it all goes wrong which it will cos i dont have intense feelings from the off. i love him to bits so i dont wanna hurt him at all. then on sunday mum told me that her Uncle Eric died, really sad cos he was a really cute old man, only guy left who really knew my mums mum so im pretty upset for her right now. the i got my directing marks and they were only around the 60% mark which pissed me off since some people that never go to the classes got better grades for attendence. but on a happy note i quit clintons and got to shout at lots of sleazy men and baby chavs :)

peace out kids xx
EmLah at 11:54 pm

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