sup the world i have decided to abandon this wondeful example of bloggage for a shiny new blog all empty and without any rants. well without any rants yet. plus as itll be newer n emptier i may even get to post pictures on ther! ooo so without any further ado i hand over to mynew page............
i think i'm gonna start up a new blog. i mean i have had this one a very very long time lol. i've just got a real urge to do it, and plus me not having been able to switch to beta with this account is probly a pretty obvious sign i shud retire this blog and start a new one! i probably should have done it last year before uni but i dunno lol i really wanna start up a new one just so its fresh lol. ill post the website addy on here and make sure theres links n bits too it. plus i think it was martin n jodie coming up with the idea my webite shud be called Emilys Always Right.com that was the final poke in the eye. so here i go again on my ooowwwooowwwoooooownn
lol after much whinging and hoping and more whinging.. blogger switched my account back so now i can update only now i cant think of anything to write
im finally gettin a bit bored with guild wars no one seems to want to attempt the mission im on and im gettin frustrated with annoying monsters that are getting in my way! lol.
reading festival was so very very awesome me n padge had a wicked time n weirdly enough i had a wicked time with jodie n martin collins who used to be my next door neighbours obviously they didnt talk to me as i was younger than everyone by about 5 years n they were all so in awe of my sister (who did not like me at all then) they didnt really talk to me. martin was at frst shocked then delighted by my antics dont think i was what he was expecting! and me n jo had an awesome time dancing to the kooks and to boy kill boy and her mates were wicked too all about late 20s and much better at gettin drunk in the afternoon than in the evening but that was fun much fun and drinking games ensued.
top moments each day::::panic at the disco on friday fuckin eh dude proving that u can be popular and be incredibly musically talented AND THEY DIDNT RUN AWAY WHEN THE SINGER GOT KNOCKED OUT WITH A BOTTLE TAKE THAT FIDDY!!!!and me padge charmin n martin jumping around in the rain seriously crazy dancing to franz ferdinand! saturday it was the awesome automatic with their cover of Goldigga yes i phoned sean and WHATS THAT COMING OVER THE HILL IS IT A BUSSTOP IS IT A BUSSTOOOOOOP!! and the obviously muse were amazing so very very very very amazing :) arctic monkeys sucked tho and on sunday taking back sunday were good less than jake were immense mainly cos i sat on padges shoulders and we ran at other sets of people doing the same! then we randomly spotted boy kill boy doing an acoustic version of susie (imagine my face) and then maximo park were the last n one of the bests bands we saw :)
the lil shits in the tents next door will probly b grounded right now for their appearance on returning home and the guy who reckoned his pee could melt plastic has probly realised by now thats why his dicks fallen off.
andy visiting the week before was really cool too. he liked my dad met my mum for a total of 5 mins (for the best really) and met paulo padge n sarahg. he was a hit and even tho we jus sat around watching abc1 for 2 days it was still really good :) and for once my sister wasnt the first person to christen one of our beds! I WAS WOOOOOOOOOOO lol. not that she needed to know that :S
ok thats enough for now
10 working days left til i can go back to uni wooooooooooooo
150 Questions The Bold Ones Are The Ones I Have Done.
01. Dyed your hair 02. Been a DJ 03. Climbed a mountain 04. Been arrested (yes ok im a bad person) 05. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol 06. Held a tarantula (fuck off no chance!) 07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone 08. Said "I love you" and meant it 09. Taught yourself an art from scratch (snowboarding pretty much lol) 10. Done a striptease 11. Bungee jumped 12. Had a booth at a street fair 13. Watched a lightning storm at sea 14. Stayed up all night long, and watched the sun rise 15. Seen the Northern Lights 16. Gone to a huge sports game 17. Walked the stairs to the top of the Leaning Tower of Pisa 18. Grown and eaten your own vegetables 19. Touched an iceberg 20. Slept under the stars 21. Changed a baby's diaper 22. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon 23. Watched a meteor shower 24. Had to put someone you love into hospice care 25. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced 26. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100 mph 27. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment 28. Had a food fight 29. Built your own PC from parts 30. Taken a sick day when you're not ill (rarely even taken one when i have been ill!) 31. Asked out a stranger 32. Had a snowball fight 33. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier 34. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can 35. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over 36. Enacted a favorite fantasy 37. Taken a midnight skinny dip 38. Taken an ice cold bath (um why the fuck?!?) 39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar 40. Seen a total eclipse(France, summer of 1999) 41. Rode on a roller coaster 42. Hit a home run 43. Rode on a motorcycle (i wannnnnaaaaa!!!!!!) 44. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking 45. Adopted an accent for an entire day 46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors(Leyton counts right?) 47. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild 48. Rode a horse 49. Had major surgery 50. Loved your job for all accounts 51. Taken care of someone who was shit faced 52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied 53. Had amazing friends(theyr the family you choose :)) 54. Killed and prepared an animal for eating 55. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt 56. Stolen a sign 57. Backpacked in Europe 58. Taken a road-trip 59. Rock climbing 60. Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read 61. Midnight walk on the beach 62. Sky diving 63. Changed your name 64. Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love (lol um yeh pretty much every time tis another contributer to my insania) 65. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them 66. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language 67. Benchpressed your own weight 68. Milked a cow 69. Alphabetized your records 70. Pretended to be a superhero(I'm Xena :)) 71. Sung karaoke 72. Lounged around in bed all day 73. Posed nude in front of strangers 74. Scuba diving 75. Got it on to Let's Get It On" by Marvin Gaye 76. Kissed in the rain 77. Played in the mud 78. Played in the rain 79. Gone to a drive-in theater 80. Done something you should regret, but don't regret it. 81. Parasailed 82. Discovered that someone who's not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog 83. Skipped all your school reunions 84. Started a business (i sold thunderbirds hats made out of paper) 85. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them 86. ...and gotten 86'ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you 87. Taken a martial arts class 88. Swordfought for the honor of a woman (yup ME!!!!!) 89. Written your own computer language 90. Gotten married 91. Been in a movie 92. Crashed a party 93. Loved someone you shouldn't have 94. Kissed someone so passionately it made you dizzy 95. Gotten divorced 96. Had sex at the office 97. Gone without food for 5 days (WHAT ARE U MAD!? fooooooood) 98. Made cookies from scratch 99. Won first prize in a costume contest 100. Rode a gondola 101. Gotten a tattoo 102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on 103. Rafted the Snake River 104. Found out someone was going to dump you via Blogger 105. Got flowers for no reason 106. Masturbated in a public place 107. Got so drunk you don't remember anything 108. Gone back to school 109. Performed on stage 110. Been to Las Vegas 111. Recorded music 112. Eaten shark 113. Had a one-night stand 114. Gotten someone fired for their actions 115. Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about 116. Bought a house 117. Been in a combat zone 118. Buried one/both of your parents 119. Shaved or waxed your pubic hair off 120. Been on a cruise ship 121. Spoken more than one language fluently ( i reckon i had german fluently for about 2 months at one point lol) 122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone 123. Bounced a check 124. Had your picture in the newspaper 125. Read - and understood - your credit report 126. Raised children 127. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy 128. Eaten kangaroo meat 129. Been a sperm or egg donor 130. Eaten sushi 131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did 132. Called or written your Congress person 133. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing (this is me. so no. fucking planes shudder) 134. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours 135. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge 136. Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking 137. Had plastic surgery 138. Survived an accident that you shouldn't have survived 139. Wrote articles for a large publication (i had a poem published in a kids poetry book. twas about a snail ;)) 140. Lost over 100 pounds at one time 141. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon 142. Piloted an airplane 143. Petted a stingray 144. Broken someone's heart 145. Helped an animal give birth 146. Been fired or laid off from a job 147. Won money on a T.V. game show 148. Broken a bone 149. Had sex on a moving train
this week felt really really long lol i think mainly cos on tuesday i worked myself up into such a state over what i thought was really bad hayfever or asthma that i had an anxiety attack at work, well they weren't the only contributers to it there was also the fact i don't particularly like/get on with my mumso she spends the entire rideto work trying to converse with me when i really dont ahve anythin to talk to her about, so she'll then start bitching about dad for the rest of the journey she doesn't understand that even tho i hate what he's done to us as a family i dont hate him, i dislike him a lot at times but i don't like listen to her bitch about him for 40 minutes EVERYDAY! then of course theres dad himself his drinking is driving me insane he's got about 2 hours worth of personality left a week or that show it seems cos most of the time hes totally oblivious of EVERYTHING . and then of course there's not seeing Andy ever! and quitting smoking. so this basically led to a mini nervous breakdown. which was an experience. i just wish mum would realise that maybe if she cud react to silence or some comments with something other than a noise i wud make to someone without any brain power or perhaps not taking everything i say as a dig as opposed to constructive critiscism or even me just repeating soemone elses words then i mite just be able to live with her! lol i have a total of 15 days til i see andy about 18 til reading and then about 20 odd days after that til i go back to uni. i just hope i can last that long else i may start climbing walls! so if mum wud just lose the martyr complex (EVERYTHING SHE HAS DONE SHE HAS CHOSEN TOO) and dad would just stop drinking (BUT HE NEVER WILL EVEN THO IT GAVE ME AN ANXIETY ATTACK) and Andy wud move down here (but he can't cos of cricket and being tractor driver 2 and all. my summer wud definately improve. i think the thing mum doesnt realise is with the addition of the 1 hour journey to and from work i actaulyl talk to her more than i have in the last 5 years. or maybe even ever! ugh.
but i did land a modeling contract with StandOut Model Management so thats a good thing ;)
hey evrybody! my life is so boring it aint worth talkin about lol. i got my drink spiked last week which was let me say an experience. i have several people riled up and ready to kill the bastard that did it :) um i've been at work and working thats about it lol. jus went to see pirates of the caribean 2 again. i love johnny depp he has such an amazing acting style. i love it! its like when he becomes focussed o something any humour u feel at his appearance or actions is wiped away and u know how serious it is! I mean thers about 5 actors ever that can do that! Marlon Brando, Johnny Depp, Kevin Spacey, Al Pacino and a little know immense actor called Lennie James.
i definately love films too much far too much. and my knowledge of angles and lighting and stuff makes me able to appreciate them more. i watched Apocalypse Now yesterday and spent the entire film in awe of Coppolas style. BASTARD I WANT IT lol