Tuesday, August 16, 2005

how comes im at home and not at pauls all dayer?!? last year id have been ther no fail all day even tho i hardly no the footy team and most of them seem to dislike me immensely. but still id have been ther, hangover and all at 12. whereas i walked up ther sat around for about 10 mins then begged to leave ! and then i was gonna go back this evening but im here instead in my room with pain in my knee head and mouth. i miss how it was but i dunno, i dont really want to attempt to make conversation with these guys, cos although theyr nice they.. oh i dunno its justa feeling i guess. i am a bad friend. but im going to his next 2 days of festivities so thatll b good, and im gonna try really really hard to be the old emily and b crazy as i was.

id always thought maturity was a good thing and it is, its just that being back here in the old situations they dont satisfy me anymore, stockbrook is a childs place and the boar is just a pub with no music and cheap drinks.

oh god if this carries on ill b putting on fatal attraction and screaming for a bunny rabbit.
EmLah at 8:38 pm

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